Francine Caitlyn Chye
a.k.a. Hurricaine Fran
a.k.a. Fran the PCD
a.k.a. the happy bunny :D
<3
040889 (August baby!)
Crescent, ACJC, hocker
xoxo
If it's meant to be, it'll be(:
"And sometimes good things fall apart
so better things can fall together"
don't think, just run
Monday, November 28, 2005
Os finished.
emptiness seeps in.
hopes crushed.
emptiness seeps in.
hockey trning.
my day of hibernation.
hockey chalet.
the best conversation in a while.
excitement, exhiliration, exhaustion.
happiness.
grad nite.
that's been my life.
we'll start from the top shall we?
Os being over, what a relief. but i must say, i miss it immensely. i miss the bonding especially, and having something to work for. call me crazy, but it's all i had. and i miss it. ok, stop rolling your eyes.
i guess everything crashed for me after that. i had counted on it being there, you know? i had expected so much more. but then, it's always the expectations that kill you. i can't say i blame you, distance does horrible things but dear, it hurt and i'm not gonna lie. you were everything to me and it was the scariest thing being left alone. but it's okay now, it's okay. it just scares me that i'm learning more about you from words left by others. and i want more.
hockey training was great. being back on the pitch made me feel like a sec one all over again and crapping beside the pitch was.. back to the old times. nice. some things you can always count on to stay the same.
hibernation. it's NOT overrated. it was the kinda day when you wake up, think why the hell did i wake up? then go back to sleep. and i did. 15 nice hours. so worth it.
hockey chalet. SMILES. sec4s embarrassed ourselves abundantly by.. PERFORMING for our jnrs. ok, we SANG. ommmggg. hahaha.. BUT THEY CLAPPED. crescent cheer was a nice touch. *grins. it was nice staying up to watch sunrise. pool chairs were kinda hard, cat was kinda scratchy, light was kinda too bright, the night was kinda cold but the company was kinda everything i needed to snap outta it. didnt sleep the entire day from my 4am sleep the morning before and the susequent 2am when i got home. slept til 11+, 12 today so yeah. i have a screwed up sleep schedule. but it's nice to not think. juniors and aleee+graciiee. you guys were really sweet ((: thanks for pretty things!
i love you and i'm glad we're back 'tgt' cos you were are exactly what i needed.
snapped back, bright smiles.
grad nite was.. well, i can't believe it's over. everyone looked gorgeous. it was amazing seeing everyone dressed up! flew past too fast and the dancing after killed everyone's feet i'm sure. worth it though. AND CHIANG I SAW YOU DIRRTY DANCING. hahaa. yeah, well. everyone looked HOT. memorable. definitely. after that most of the nonuts went back to mandarin then went to cine for icecream and drinks then to watch PRIME. i didnt' think it was that bad but apparently it sucked. a lot of sex and kissing and yeahh. sex. must say that the sex was hot. cos it was. SAW SLY! AGAIN! he didn't remember me from last year but it's okay. got to see him while i was dolled up. HA I LOOK BETTER THAN HIM IN THE PHOTO. MUAHAHAHA. (say yes.) i'm off him alrdy but HE'S CUTE KAE. thanks to mandy ma'am btw, for spotting him. i promise youll be the first i'll call if i ever see jay chou. after i learn what he looks like. they all look the same. (OKAY SORRY.) didnt get to sleep til 5am but it was worth it (: pics are up btw!
alright i guess it's time to sleep. the start of a new week yet i don't feel any different.
i'll watch as time flies past my window,
faces, places, they're all the same after a while.
maybe i don't need someone to keep me warm
when the rain pours down;
i'll go dancing in the moonlight on my own.
i don't need to you to lean on,
but my struggle for independance is killing me.
i'll learn though.
so smile for me.
God let Your will be my way.
i miss you terribly.
i miss you terribly.
-loves.
ex-oh, ex-oh
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